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Post by JessieLou on Apr 14, 2023 17:08:21 GMT -5
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Post by Pipa on Apr 14, 2023 20:17:22 GMT -5
great cover art sweetielou i can't wait for everyone to hear the album i love you 😘
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Post by FreakyFlyBry on Apr 14, 2023 20:28:21 GMT -5
Looks awesome If the singles so far are any indication, should be another great album!
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Post by JessieLou on May 21, 2023 14:50:46 GMT -5
On June 11th I will be doing a listening party of the album on M4B Radio that will air at 8PM EST
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Post by JessieLou on May 27, 2023 12:18:00 GMT -5
TRACK 1: "2Faced"
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Spent all summer together Were always by each other's side Rarely were apart The very best of friends
Hung out by the pool Went bowling, ate pizza Even watched MTV When they still played videos
Then one day I was out and about Minding my own business Was so excited to see you And that's when I found out that I'm your deepest darkest secret
Chorus: You're so damn too faced My friend is my enemy Behind closed doors, we're thick as thieves In public I'm dead to you I see the game you're playing Acting so brand new Miss so damn two faced
Guess you don't think much of me Since you don't wanna be seen with me in public Am I too awkward for you? Do I embarrass you? Maybe I don't wear enough black mascara for you
You're so nasty to me when I see you at the mall But you're nice as pie when you're at my house Which one is it, because you're confusing me And I'm tired of trying to figure this out
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I'm your deepest darkest secret I'm your deepest darkest secret I'm your deepest darkest secret
I'm your deepest darkest secret I'm your deepest darkest secret I'm your deepest darkest secret
Chorus
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Post by JessieLou on May 28, 2023 11:07:32 GMT -5
TRACK 2: "Can't Believe It"
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It was 2019 Wished it was all just a dream But you caused this mental nightmare Deep inside of me Convinced me I wasn’t good enough All flaws and no strengths Made me question who I was Felt like I had an identity crisis
Thought you were fantastic But you're so problematic You have so much hate in your heart For a man you’ve never met You don’t like his voice or words Don’t wanna be outshined by him But he did nothing to you You'll shame anyone who loves him
Chorus: I can’t believe it How I fell for your schemes I can’t believe it How much I let you gaslight me You made me feel so alone Like a strange kind of alien I’m so much smarter than this I can’t believe it
Thought miss feminist was my ride or die Had no idea she judged me the whole damn time To her I was only fun when I drank Or listened to the same music she did God forbid I wasn't the basic white girl stereotype
What a surprise, another photo of your squad again Another day, another hangout I wasn't invited to Was it something I said? Is it the way I look? All these questions left unanswered As you lie to my face and say everything is fine You didn't love me, you pitied me Treated me like a pathetic little bitch
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Thought Leon was a cool dude But all he did was use He'd take, take, take Never gave shit in return Don't think he ever liked me Hell, he probably hated me Felt more alone in a house full of people Than I ever have by myself in my own room Guess this is what I get for not jerking it to Darth Vader
What kind of f*cking leader are you? You stuck up princess from Apopka Talking to me like a goddamn peasant You want to be a businesswoman But you're so unprofessional Yelling and swearing with your enablers Saying that’s just how you are You call my leopard sweater inappropriate When you’re dressed like you’re about to go to the club Always interrogating me because I’m not like you And believing the lies spread about me by girl whose husband I saw on OKCupid
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I can't believe you had the nerve to make me feel this way Acting high and mighty Thinking you have a moral compass Yet you're all liars and cheaters I'm not perfect, but at least I have a soul And a heart that will not allow myself to treat anyone the way you all treated me I feel sorry for you all What a huge mistake that you made You're missing out on the awesomeness that is JessieLou
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Post by JessieLou on May 29, 2023 10:34:17 GMT -5
TRACK 3: "C.W.M."
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Little boy from Boston You think you're such hot shit Telling me how I should act Criticizing my every move
We used to be good friends We used to be mad love like Taylor and Katy Had the same group of friends And for once, I didn't feel isolated But somewhere along the way, you got a bug up your ass Tried to take them away from me
Chorus: The sunrise is up and I'm about to release some tension These are the words I left unspoken Don't you know I've seen through your shit all this time? Come as you are like the mess you've always been I'm through with you, get gone f*ck you, forever
What did I do to upset you? What did I do to cause this f*cking vendetta? Every time my heart breaks over your actions I pick myself up and remind myself that you have nothing better to do Than to bring others down because of your sorry insecure ass
Yeah, I see you playing that Girls Aloud record The same one you made fun of me for playing yesterday You want new friends, you want to fit in So suddenly they're now your favorite group You say it's being human, I say it's being phony A m*th*rf**k*r will do anything to fit in And get their song played on the radio I've said it before and I'll say it again I'd rather get Alicia Keys
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I got a confession from the heartbreak hotel too bitch Why do you think it's okay to act so goddamn jealous? Trying to turn my friends against me, the f*ck is wrong with you? Well it's my turn to say my piece, and there's no way out Go ahead and take your clout chasing f*ck buddy with you Pop goes the charts and so do your goddamn egos And when it all comes back to bite you in the f*cking ass I'll be here at the Kylie concert with my real friends
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f*ck you f*ck you f*ck you f*ck you
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Post by JessieLou on May 30, 2023 10:21:24 GMT -5
TRACK 4: "People Like You"
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People like you are so entitled People like you are full of themselves Hiding their insecurities Taking it out on the youth
People like you don’t give a shit If you make us feel uncomfortable Grabbing the blonde just doing her job And asking me if I wanna swallow your—- (shut your mouth!)
Chorus: I don’t understand the people like you So angry when no one agrees with you Still pretending there’s no pandemic Shouting about some dude named Brandon You wanna control our bodies I’m f*cking tired of people like you
People like you always staring at me Like you’ve never seen a young girl in your damn life Take a goddamn picture, it will last longer you creep Stop intimidating me and get a life
People like you wanna act like a Karen Being rude as hell for no f*cking reason Making my life ten times harder 'Cuz you have nothing better to do than start some drama
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People like you are so damn racist What’s your problem with Black Lives Matter? Don’t even get me started on your hatred of gays It feels like we’re going backwards
People like you think the world owes you something Guess what, we don’t owe you shit I’ll respect my elders, but first you respect me It’s a two way street, respect is earned And guess what? Here’s how much I respect your old ass
PEOPLE LIKE YOU CAN f*ck OFF AND DIE! PEOPLE LIKE YOU CAN f*ck OFF AND DIE! PEOPLE LIKE YOU CAN f*ck OFF AND DIE! PEOPLE LIKE YOU CAN f*ck OFF AND DIE!
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Post by JessieLou on May 31, 2023 10:44:01 GMT -5
TRACK 5: "Forgive Me"
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Chorus: Please forgive me For all the horrible things I said about you I knew deep down it wasn’t your fault But I was blinded with rage I was jealous, I was angry I just want you to forgive me
I was young and naive I was very unreasonable Thought being a mean girl would take the pain away Calling you names like homewrecking c—- And throwing shade at any girl who looked good in a bikini
This is not who I am, I support women I'm not against my own kind And the only person who started this one sided competition Is the boy who I gave too much control to
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Even wrote a parody about you way back when The one where the fantasy football champ shouted “LET’S PARTY!” Wish I could take all that back Because like I always say Hate is not the answer
My pain is not an excuse For how horribly I acted My behavior back then goes against Everything I stand for today
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You probably don’t even know I acted this way But I still feel guilty about it I let my insecurities get the best of me And for that, I’m so sorry
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Post by JessieLou on Jun 1, 2023 21:47:58 GMT -5
TRACK 6: "Run Away To New York City"
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I live in Florida But I’m not a Floridian Have been an outcast here for the last 20 years Everyone has their own cliques Never given the time of day Trying to please others Thinking it will land me a friend
Chorus: Gonna run away to New York City Leave all my troubles and problems behind Live happily ever after without a care in the world And live my life on my own terms Gonna run away, run away From all the pain Gonna run away, run away, run away Gonna run away, run away, run away To New York City
I’m a New York girl at heart Have been since 1992 Feel stuck in this prison they call the sunshine state I wanna spread my wings and explore the world
Every day I fantasize about leaving this hell hole state Starting over on my own without the stuck up snobs Or country boys with their damn confederate flags Instead of feeling locked in this rusty cage I'll be able to do whatever I want Go to any concert, any store And no bike weeks in sight
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Sick of never being good enough Always having to walk on eggshells Having my every damn move criticized Sick of people saying they're too busy for me When I see nothing but party pics on their socials I'm sick of these basic people who do nothing But drink wine and watch The Office
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I’m gonna leave this place one day And never come back again I’m gonna leave this place one day And never f*cking come back again
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Post by JessieLou on Jun 2, 2023 9:06:39 GMT -5
TRACK 7: "Black Mascara"
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Never ever paid attention to me No matter how hard I tried for your approval I was just a blip on your radar Nothing special stood out to you
But that's before I grew up And then I had my glow up MAC lips, extra ounce of confidence Now you want a piece of me and that makes me wonder...
Chorus: Would you love me without my black mascara? Would you love me without my designer clothes? Would you love me without my French manicure? Baby this is something I have to know Would you love me without my black mascara? Would you love me without my ruby red lips? Would you love me without my sun glow tan? ‘Cause I really don’t think that you would
You're so excited to see me with my best face on Full face of makeup, dressed to the nines But once the foundation's all off and I'm in my sweats You don't notice a damn thing about me
I feel like I have to put on a show for you And I can't be my authentic self I love dressing up But I love dressing down too You expect me to be a beauty queen every day
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I'm sick of wearing this black mascara I'm sick of wearing this black mascara
I'm beautiful with or without the cosmetics And I think you're the problem For your superficiality If you want a 24/7 glammed up supermodel Then you should be dating Instagram, not me Now get the hell out of here!
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Post by JessieLou on Jun 3, 2023 13:27:13 GMT -5
TRACK 8: "Found The Light"
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Chorus: They say there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel And I think I finally found it, baby Washed the crustaceans away Decided I was gonna take back me Fell for your deceit for too damn long Now it’s time to say goodbye I found the light at the end of the tunnel
When you were a child You were antagonized by your group For sharing your voice It made you feel ashamed Two years later I was in your same shoes I wanted the fame but this time You were the antagonist
Thought you had my back Thought you were my friend But it turns out you’re just a clout chasing f*ck It was cool to hate on me so you did the same shit Just to be more hip with the big boys in town
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You thought I had a crush on you ‘Cause I said you were cute once Yeah you may be cute But your soul is f*cking ugly Do you even have a soul? All you do is follow what’s trendy No identity of your own You’re an insecure little boy so desperate to fit in
Thought you had my back Thought you were my friend But it turns out you’re just a clout chasing f*ck Now I’ve found my voice and I’m not the outcast anymore And suddenly you wanna be my best friend
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You ghost and dismiss the friends who care for you the most And tell them they aren’t real people Boy have you looked in the mirror? You’re as fake as they f*cking come!
Everyone says you’re mature for your age But they didn’t see what I saw And what I saw was a spoiled brat stuck in high school Who thought he was too good for the innocent people he burned
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Yeah, I found the light at the end of the tunnel You’re a piece of shit and were a waste of my time And you will never change Good luck in your future You’re gonna f*cking need it
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Post by JessieLou on Jun 4, 2023 8:43:05 GMT -5
TRACK 9: "Agenda"
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You love to play the blame game Point fingers at others Shame them for how they wanna live their life Then you have the audacity To get upset when they dish it back at you When you're not looking in the mirror Realizing you're doing the same thing
But the rules don't seem to apply to you And you don't seem to understand this simple rule Respect me and I’ll respect you
Chorus: Stop forcing your agenda on me Pushing your beliefs Shoving your views right down my throat Let's agree to disagree Stop pushing your agenda on me Or I gotta go
You give everyone a hard time Just because they don't wanna listen To the records that you wanna listen to But it's not a dig at you or a direct attack
Nobody is out to get you Nobody wants to hurt you But when you push the people who love you away We get fed up and you're all alone
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Get off my back I don't wanna do that Just let me do my own thing honey No one asked for your opinion Now please get off my ass (2x)
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Get off my back I don't wanna do that Just let me do my own thing honey No one asked for your opinion Now please get off my ass (2x)
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Post by JessieLou on Jun 4, 2023 19:26:51 GMT -5
On June 11th I will be doing a listening party of the album on M4B Radio that will air at 8PM EST June 10th* 9PM EST*
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Post by JessieLou on Jun 5, 2023 11:32:10 GMT -5
TRACK 10: "Not Like The Other Girls"
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I love fashion I love designers Chanel and Louis always make me happy I wear makeup Get my hair dyed blonde Dress in pink from head to toe
You always have something to say About what I wear and the glitter on my eyes You’re obsessed with every move I make Belittle me because I’m not like you Talk down to me like I'm dumb And I’ve f*cking had it up to here With your internalized misogony
Chorus: You're not like the other girls Prefer football over Fendi You're not like the other girls Not high maintenance Hangs out with the guys You're not like the other girls So desperate for male attention you'll bring any woman down You're not like the other girls You're a 60 year old pick me girl
You are so bitter You're so judgmental Always making comments About how I spend my money Yeah, I love to shop And it's none of your business
Don’t get me wrong There’s nothing wrong with tomboys But projecting isn’t cute And you're as relatable as JLaw You wanna lecture me About every f*cking thing Because you have kids my age And it's "in your nature" Bitch that's such bull You know what you're doing And you will never ever be a maternal figure to me
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I’m not here for your approval Not here for your satisfaction I may be younger and prettier But I’m also smarter Your stereotypes are a bunch of shit “Women clean men don’t” yeah, kiss my ass There’s nothing wrong with who I am I’m not f*cking changing for you I’m unapologetically me
I've never met another woman Who hates their own kind as much as you do You give 2012 me a run for her money But at least when I went through that I was only 19 YOU'RE f*ckING 60 YEARS OLD!
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